It has been a roller coaster ride for the past week. One is I am having vaginal pressure/pain. It has nothing to do with intercourse, which the matter of the fact we are avoiding it because of this pain I am having. 2 weeks ago, I emailed my doctor about it and no sex activity or I should say need pelvic rest. Sorry for TMI. Just have to be straight to the point lol!
With all of that, I emailed again my doctor and starting to wear the belly binder or support which I got from Baby R Us. I still have the pain when I walk. I asked some few friends about it who just had the baby and told me that in fact will happen. But as early as I am now, I wonder why. Is it my uterus is growing faster now.
If let's say the uterus is growing faster, my baby munchkin is still not growing as he should be. It makes me wonder really whether this make sense to me. But anyway, I know despite what the Dr. Specialists had said about my baby is small in gestational age. I believe that his just normal. Nothing's wrong with him. His active, responsive and he always makes me feel his presence. I don't want to think about what that doctor had said to us. One of my friend said, if the baby moves, why worry?
Anyway, so my summary for the week. It's nice to see the baby when I had my appointment and see that his there kicking and punching. I listened his bubbles through the cheap device we bought from Baby R Us. It was a very nice experience to listened to his heartbeat, kicks and bubbles. Food wise, I am doing okay but heartburn is still my number one problem at night. The sour after taste came back too. I hated it. My armpit is darker now too geeez.. One of my friend sent me something to help fight for the darkness. Man, too bad looking armpit now lol.. Stomach has grown to 37 inches and boobs 37 too. Symmetrical I guess lol.. Sleep sometimes good and bad. Bad when heartburn attacked in the middle of the night and it's hard to fall back to sleep. Work has been reduced to 4 hours since yesterday so I am glad with that. HR had told me that I could file for disability for the reduction of hours from work. That's a good thing. I could still get my full payment. Hurray to that but working at the job is just too much. I am the only number person that can handle the job. I guess it's better to be the number one that the boss will change his mind and kick me off lol! Okay too much blah for work. That's it.
I still have to think positive because I believe if I do keep on thinking the brighter side, this worry is just for nothing. For now I know, I have a baby who is a fighter, survivor and lovable human tiny little being.
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