Consultation for Infertility

The meeting with the doctor was fine. She was very accommodating and easy to talk to. But she talks so fast that I can’t remember all the details about it. Thank goodness she gave me an instruction paper on what to do on my next cycle. Nothing's going to happen this month but I have to wait again. It could be my last try for natural ttc. Who knows what the future holds right?

The recommendation is to do IUI in my 2^nd cycle. If I were 40, IVF will be good.  She said I don’t have to worry for now. I just have to complete all necessary tests and see what she can find. I am hoping all of the tests will be negative. Please Lord make it happen that everything will going to be okay for this coming tests and that I could go for IUI with no problem.

It’s also nice of the doctor to offer me to change my infertility consultation to abnormal bleeding so that my insurance can cover it. Most of the consultation will not be covered by insurance. So she put me down on something. Bless her heart. I am lucky. I hope I could be too with the procedure that I am going next month. I will cross fingers.

Not again??

My prediction came true. It’s unfortunate, it’s devastating. Today is my 4^th day since AF arrives. I am almost clear and got spots from time to time. It is so odd talking about it. Too much information isn’t it. I just have to do this for the purpose of knowing how my journey of conceiving goes. From yucky to tacky! Bare it with me. You all know that this is part of being a woman.

I am looking toward another cycle to conceive naturally. I don’t know how the universe can give it to us or if there’s really magic. I wanted to have a baby. I really like to be pregnant before my birthday but yet it’s pretty unclear at this time. Nature doesn’t work on our side. We need medical help.

Another Failed Attempt

I was so anxious to know so I checked this morning. BFN. What can I say? Have PMS sign though AF is not here yet but I can feel it will be either tomorrow or Saturday. Probably this will be our last natural way of TTC. Only then I can find out where do we have to stand on my appointment next week.

10th Day after Smiley

Well, there's nothing to really talk about these days. I am still on the waiting period. Today is my 10th day after I read a smiley face using OPK. I haven't really feel anything yet. Except I feel I am a little bloated and there's some tenderness below my belly and muscle on the thigh as well. I do feel this before my period. But strange enough, there's no breast tenderness. I guess it's a new change. Let's see if I can wait for 5 days to test or just wait until Aunt Flow arrives.

With the many tries of knowing whether I am pregnant or not, this month I don't feel I am in a hurry to know. I want to be positive whatever it is. Negative or positive I could take it. But it could be nice if it's positive. Only, I don't want to expect more. If I could not this time, I know there will be another way in the future.