4DPO

I'm not expecting anything this month since we've only did 2 baby dance which was 2 days before I got my positive OPK and on the day when I saw the smiley face again. I bought the clear blue digital ovulation kit and used it this time since I can't make up on the dollar store test. But actually the dollar store worked. On the day I got the positive, it looks like the same with Clear Blue. And the test line appear quickly. Now I know what to expect the next time.

Anyway, today I am feeling weird. I have this cramping on my right side for hours. It's too early for this cramps. Maybe I ovulated today? What? I don't know. It's hard to know when there's no ultrasound. If I am, then there's no way I could get pregnant. Well, I know in the first place it's hard when my partner has the problem. But yet, there's always miracle, right?

Also, I have the dizzy spell starting 2dpo. I was in SFO with friends on 2dpo. Well, I think it was the long wait and we were standing in line for more than an hour. With heat and anxiety to ride the cable car, I guess it hit me. I was also thankful I didn't faint. My my my, I don't know how will I be able to have the courage to see all people staring at me if I drop fall to the ground, LOL. Then also, I am suffering from UTI that I was holding myself not to grab liquids so I won't be in a rush to find restrooms. LOL.. It made my infection worst, though later on  I felt better when I was able to use the bathroom. Man, it was a crazy feeling...

Yesterday at 3dpo. All I have was slightly cramping on the right side. Nothing significant. I feel like normal. I may be cramping but it wasn't so intense. If I will do something, I won't remember the cramps.

Today, is a different story. Even writing at this moment I feel like my lower abdomen is being pulled. The under twinges is bearable. It is as if I have AF already. Also, I am a little dizzy. I never feel any of this before. I have some breast tenderness but I always and often have it during the 2 week wait. I don't consider it as a symptoms of being pregnant. But I don't know about this being dizzy. Or maybe, I am just tired and didn't have enough rest. Who knows it might be the cause. The past days, I didn't get much sleep as I want to. I don't want to jump at this as being pregnant. It's too early for that.

This Cycle Two Week Wait

All natural this time. Only been taking prenatal vitamins and 2 tablets of Fertility Blend.

+ OPK Aug 7, 2013

1dpo - nothing
2dpo - nausea with vomit 7:58am and 10:35am, burning nipples and breast
3dpo - nausea with vomit 6:00pm, thigh cramps
4dpo - lbm, painful cramps at early dawn, nausea
5dpo - nothing
6dpo - nothing
7dpo - lbm at 5:45am and cramping stomach and legs, nausea with vomit 10:30am & 12:07pm
8dpo - lbm early dawn went to bathroom twice, cramping bad, breast tender, nausea with vomit 6:50am and 7:57am, BFN $test morning and afternoon, throwing up 9:30pm
9dpo - throwing up with nothing at 6:58am, 7:05am, 10:39am, 1:50pm, 3:27pm..cramping like period, breast tenderness, fullness of breast, dry mouth, eating in between meals to prevent from nausea
10dpo - lbm 5:28am with mild cramps, dry heaves 8:40am, later part of the day got painful AF cramps, white mucus, BFN $test
11dpo - lbm 2:38am, dry heaves in the afternoon at 2pm, painful AF cramps, hot flash early dawn, breast sore, acne
12dpo - lbm midnight, felt warm to sleep, dry heaves 10am, throbbing breast, left ovary throbbing while right ovary throbbing the whole afternoon, sharp AF pain, creamy white mucus 4pm, new acne nose and chin, lower back pain evening
13dpo - dry heaves 8:10am, tired and sleepy, white mucus, lower back pain, sore breast when pushed, stuff nose, keep yawning all day, slight headache
14dpo - dry heaves morning 6:50am, lower back pain, sore breast, brown discharge at 4pm, Af cramps pulling side to side, new acne, white mucus, Super Headache
15dpo - Af arrives

It is hard to predict what could really my symptom if I will ever get pregnant. I think base all of what happening for the past year, if I don't get a headache before my expected period then I will be sure I am pregnant. I am hoping next month end of 3rd week or 4th week of September I will start my IVF protocol.