4DPO

I'm not expecting anything this month since we've only did 2 baby dance which was 2 days before I got my positive OPK and on the day when I saw the smiley face again. I bought the clear blue digital ovulation kit and used it this time since I can't make up on the dollar store test. But actually the dollar store worked. On the day I got the positive, it looks like the same with Clear Blue. And the test line appear quickly. Now I know what to expect the next time.

Anyway, today I am feeling weird. I have this cramping on my right side for hours. It's too early for this cramps. Maybe I ovulated today? What? I don't know. It's hard to know when there's no ultrasound. If I am, then there's no way I could get pregnant. Well, I know in the first place it's hard when my partner has the problem. But yet, there's always miracle, right?

Also, I have the dizzy spell starting 2dpo. I was in SFO with friends on 2dpo. Well, I think it was the long wait and we were standing in line for more than an hour. With heat and anxiety to ride the cable car, I guess it hit me. I was also thankful I didn't faint. My my my, I don't know how will I be able to have the courage to see all people staring at me if I drop fall to the ground, LOL. Then also, I am suffering from UTI that I was holding myself not to grab liquids so I won't be in a rush to find restrooms. LOL.. It made my infection worst, though later on  I felt better when I was able to use the bathroom. Man, it was a crazy feeling...

Yesterday at 3dpo. All I have was slightly cramping on the right side. Nothing significant. I feel like normal. I may be cramping but it wasn't so intense. If I will do something, I won't remember the cramps.

Today, is a different story. Even writing at this moment I feel like my lower abdomen is being pulled. The under twinges is bearable. It is as if I have AF already. Also, I am a little dizzy. I never feel any of this before. I have some breast tenderness but I always and often have it during the 2 week wait. I don't consider it as a symptoms of being pregnant. But I don't know about this being dizzy. Or maybe, I am just tired and didn't have enough rest. Who knows it might be the cause. The past days, I didn't get much sleep as I want to. I don't want to jump at this as being pregnant. It's too early for that.

2DPO Nausea

I am wondering if Nausea at 2dpo is a sign of early pregnancy or implantation. I had this before but I wasn't charting so I can't pinpoint if it's time around post ovulation.

I nauseated with vomit when I get to work before 8am and as of this writing I just got back from the bathroom to do the thing again. I don't want my co-worker to see me in teary eyed and might think I am pregnant because I will be ashamed to give them the impression when I am still at post ovulation.

I tried to search online and read experiences of people having the same situation but I don't find many people getting similar symptoms. I was hoping I could get a better idea on this. But I know somewhere I read about the rise of progesterone can cause nausea post ovulation. I guess this is just the hormones that clicking in me. I hope it's a good sign if it works.

My first IVF consultation will be on Monday and I am anxious to know how this is going to affect this cycle and how soon will it start. Will get back on that next week.

Signs of Ovulation

I tested with wondfo twice yesterday.  Not clear positive in the morning and negative on Clearblue. I noticed I had egg white transparent CM later on during the day. The abdominal cramp started to happen early afternoon. Similar kind of feeling when I have a cramp before my period. I suspected I might have ovulated. The egg probably released. I tested with WONDFO and got 2 solid lines. I told hubby when he got home and did the BD before we slept. I hope we got the perfect timing.

Today I got a smiley face on Clearbue and 2 solid lines with WONDFO. Yay! One more BD I guess.

I would not really hoping for the best but I hope it could work. Miracle do happen anyway. If it's my time, God will lead me the way.

Somehow today, I feel this weird twinges on my left and right abdomen. It's very annoying. It's as if ants is crawling under your skin. Do you know how that feels? You try to rub it hoping it will go away but it's there for a time poking on and off.

I have itchy and twinges on the side of my left breast too. I was reading that it could be a sign that ovulation occur. I hope the deposits we had last night was enough to make this magic work.

What bothers me above other signs is the pain in my lower back. There is something going on with my body. It is my 2nd month to experience this pain.  It's very unusual. Now it feels like it's a burning pain but tolerable. I tried to massage it, the pain is bearable. I don't know. So weird. But let's see and wait.

Do you think it could be a sign? Who knows. If it's the case I ovulated today, I would start for my 2WW tomorrow. Cross fingers! Baby dust to everyone who will happen to read my blog.